I imagine that we have all had moments in our lives when
we’ve asked existential deep questions about our lives, about our relationship
to God and about our own particular circumstances sometimes good and sometimes
bad.
Questions like–who am I called to be in this world? What is my purpose—why did God put breath in
my lungs?
Questions like --Why has this or that happened? You can insert your own this or that into the
question—Is there something meaningful that could come out of this or that
situation? What role, if any --do I play
in helping affect that?
There are some many more questions like these that we
sometimes ponder.
John the Baptist—he’s back—
but he’s very different than the wild-eyed prophet we heard about last
week.
He’s traded in his camel hair and leather belts for a prison
jump suit—he’s traded in his diet of locusts and wild honey for a bit of stale
bread and prison gruel. And he’s traded
in his wild eyes assertion about a God who will come and will baptize Spirit and fire a God with his
winnowing fork in his right hand—he’s traded that vision for one simple
question to Jesus—Are you the one to come or is there another?
John seem to have his tail between his legs—he now seems to
be questioning the legitimacy of this Jesus guy and a bit of his own ministry.
Are you the one to
come or is there another?
I think what I see in this story—is that it is a perfectly
reasonable response in a life of faith to ask those types of
questions—like Are you the one Jesus—or is their someplace else I should place
my hope?
I think this story
says-- That it is ok to say to God things like—how long—how long must we
endure and that it is certainly ok to ask god and maybe even shake your fist at
God—to say things like why this ----now
what is my role in the this or that—or is there a good that can come from the
this or that?
I think this story says that our questions are certainly a
reasonable response to life and maybe they are even a healthy part of our lives
of faith. The bible is littered with
folks who have questions and doubt--- Thomas and Peter and now John the Baptist—he’s
the last guy you’d expect—but I would imagine prison might do that to you—question
everything leading to that moment up until the cell door slams shut.
Why are the questions important?
The questions they also help to deepen and stretch our
faith—so that faith is not simply a shallow stagnant puddle, but a deep spring
of living water that can begin to quench our deepest thirst.
Because it’s about who we are asking—--they help keep the line open from heaven to earth.
When we ask questions like why or are you the one I can really
trust --- or any those questions we’ve engaged God we’ve wrestled with God like Jacob wrestled God at the River Jabbok. That’s an amazing story
–Jacob wrestled all night and when the dawn came God said it’s over—but Jacob
said I’m not letting go until you bless.
Faith is about wrestling with God and then not letting go until we get
an answer.
So as long as we are asking the questions—we are in good
shape our faith is healthy.
The questions are important because they are about real life
and real struggles and real sadness and real suffering.
The incarnation that thing we will celebrate in just two
short weeks is —God being born among us Jesus being born and walking with us
into the struggles, the sadness, in the messiness of life.
Questions invite Jesus into the messiness and demand that he
answer and sometimes demand that he do
something about it.
James from the Epistle today reminds his congregation that
included in one’s life of faith is the need to be patient—we are not very good
at being patient are we? What is our
response to that person who lingers just a little bit too long at the traffic
light -beep or the person who maybe just doesn’t quite respond to life the way
you do. Patience is not easy yet, we are told it’s a virtue.
Our call to be patient begins first by being patient with
ourselves— saying that it’s ok to still have questions, that it’s ok to not
have moved on-- it’ about being patient with our neighbors who are
still asking the questions—who are still back there and most importantly faith
is about patience with God—that God so often works on his own schedule in his
own time—and realizing that God’s ways are not our ways.
And God may not answer our questions the way we want God to. Patience is about remembering that God is not
a great vending machine in the sky that we can just punch our selection and get
exactly what we want when we want.
Dear people of St. Dunstan’s keep asking the
questions—because as long as you keep asking—there lies the tiniest bit of
faith—that little tiny mustard seed of faith—Jesus says is all that we need to
move mountains. A tiny mustard
seed.
AMEN
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