Sunday, February 18, 2018

Self Examination and Repentance: A sermon reflecting on Lenten Faith and the shootings in Parkland Florida


My heart broke again this week as the news came out of Parkland—my heart broke yesterday listening to the story of  Peter Wang, a young man who died holding the door open so his classmates could escape—fatally shot.  My heart broke on Friday when I heard about Carmen Schentrup, a 16-year-old student who was a youth group leader at St. Mary Magdalene Episcopal Church in Coral Springs Florida. 

I’m tired folks of having my heart broken  torn out of my chest and stepped on—these things have happened so much that I beginning not to care— that is not a good place to be or even where I want to be--- I wasn’t sure if I should preach about it or even if I  had a message today. 

But then I thought there are seventeen families, there is a whole community that needs us to bind up its wounds, and then I  thought there are seventeen families, there is a whole community that needs us to lift them  to the gates of heaven in prayer today.   And then I thought there are seventeen families, there is a whole community Parkland and many other others communities Newtown and Vegas and Charleston and Columbine that need us and the entire nation to get up off our knees to do something.  The children at Chickering and Dover-Sherborn and in Walpole  and Medfield and Millis  need us to get up off our knees to do something.

Today we hear a story of God’s own broken heart and ironically God’s has done this to himself— This all feels a bit familiar for we have arrived at this point in our country’s history  by our own hands—by what we have done and by what we have failed to do—these things happen. 

We know the story --- God by his own hand  sent a violent flood to wipe humanity and all its wickness from the face of the earth.   For forty days and forty nights it rains and floods until it chokes out all life except Noah and those on the ark.
But that is not the end of the story.  After flood God looks at what God’s done and God grieves his great mistake.  The story shows us a God who then  changes course—he repents of his mistakes and decides to act differently.

In Genesis today we hear the story of a covenant  God makes with Noah and ultimately with all creation— in which he says never again will he do this, never again will he violently wipe people fro the face  of the earth.  

God re-examines his relationship with humankind and in the covenant he surrenders his right to destroy and instead recognize that all people, sinful and wicked or not, are worthwhile, in the covenant he recognizes that all people have value and purpose.

This becomes a major tenet of our Christian faith

We believe that people  are inherently beautiful because they made in the image of God and  because of that all people have value and purpose- and should be treated with dignity and respect. 

On Wednesday we entered the season of  Lent—  a forty day lead up to Easter--- Now you may not realize this but the book of Common prayer suggest some of the ways  that we should observe a Holy Lent—it talks about self-examination and repentance as one way— it talks about prayer, fasting and Self denial and as another , and  it talks about reading and meditating on God’s holy Word. 
Let me just be clear—there is no mention giving up of chocolate or beer. 

 Let’s talk about self examination and repentance-- self examination is about looking in the mirror and examining our lives to see  our failures and our wrongs – to look at the things that need to be changed but also the things we are not doing.  

Doesn’t sound like a whole lot of fun but it is a part of being a follower of Christ. Looking to see where we need to make course corrections.

I believe that we have entered a time in our lives   where we need to look in the mirror both personally and  as a nation—and ask how did we get to this point where we’ve had
212 school shootings since 2000 and 19 school shootings this year.  How did we get to a point where gun violence has become a pervasive part of our culture—that it is becoming normal? 

If we believe that all life has dignity—that everyone has value—then shouldn’t we be talking more about gun violence and how it so easily it snuffs out life.  Shouldn’t we be speaking about how we work to change that?   Is this not kingdom work?

Of course we need to turn the mirror on ourselves  and ask how have I been complicit to getting to where we are?
Where have I failed? 
Where can I be more supportive? What can I do?

But I also think---These tragedies need us to wonder about things like— about how we turn away from those who are different, how  do we make fun of those who are odd or different,  how  do we  fail to reach out to those who are lonely?  How can we change that part of who we are? This tragedy needs wonder about how to create a culture in this country where all are valued-- all have worth and are afforded dignity and respect.  

How can we stop some of these sorts of crimes before they can even be considered because we have created a culture where all feel valued, important, loved and worthwhile-that is something that banning guns or arming more people won’t ever do – however that is work that Jesus did two thousand years ago and it is work that we the church are uniquely suited to do because it is part of who we are.

Self examination should always be paired with repentance-Repentance is much more than just saying, “I’m so sorry.” Or “please forgive me” it is about changing behavior and turning back to the ways of God.  Repentance is not repentance if it doesn’t include a radical turning around a radical reorientation—a 180 degree turn toward a new behavior.

We have a lot to be sorry about and we have a long way to go to get back to the ways of God.  But perhaps now 212 school shootings later and many more mass shootings--  we are ready to say yes to God’s ways. 

I pray we are there, I pray we are ready to pick up the mantle and move forward.   I pray that we will get up of our knees. 
AMEN

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